Something is in my eye. No. Really. Or maybe not. I'm feeling a little bit emotional right now. One part happy and one part sad. A little bit of this and a little bit of that.
I'm feeling like a proud mother who doesn't have to wonder whether or not their child is behaving because I know without a doubt that my child is practically perfect in every way.
I'm feeling anxious and excited for the future knowing that one day we will have more children but nervous that the same thing or worse could happen again.
I'm feeling in awe of the marvelous plan that God created knowing that this Earthly life is but a second.
I'm feeling distinguished and exclusive that I might know just a little more about life after death only because I ponder about it way more than the average man.
I'm feeling like a failure knowing that God expects more of me and hoping I will be worthy to obtain a son like Joshua.
I haven't cried in a while. I think I'm missing my baby right now. Just a little.