Getting on Facebook to find someone who had a baby around Joshua's birthday, now announce they are pregnant with their 2nd baby.
Looking at pictures of Joshua at home--healthy--and trying to figure out exactly what went wrong, and WHEN did it go wrong?
Telling people we don't have any kids and hearing them say it's now probably a good time to start, since we've been married 4 years.
Never knowing what Joshua would look like and sound like right now, today.
Telling people about Joshua, but then having them not ask any questions about him, like--"what was his name, and what was he like"--Basically acting like he wasn't a real person.
(On a side note--Salesi told me that I say the word "basically" WAY too much. Can you count how many times I said it on here?)